Soul Orientation Process

Judith A. Swack Ph.D. • November 29, 2023

A long time ago, before we had an individual consciousness we were flowing protoplasm in the body of God which I think of as a giant energy amoeba. There we were, flowing joy and bliss.

Then, for some reason, God decided to bud off individual consciousnesses and our souls were formed with a cell wall around us to maintain distinctness. (Think of us as yeast cells budding off the main yeast cell.) As the cell wall formed, God gave each of our souls a contract detailing our soul mission; the reason that we were formed. This is an individual contract between you and God that says that it is your job to spread light into the darkness (what’s darkness, you wondered?) The contract also stipulates that you collaborate with God and with other souls to create a web of light that permeates and illuminates the material universe (what’s the material universe, you wondered?) Furthermore you have the right to supercede God’s authority when it comes to making decisions about your own life (what’s a decision, you wondered?) because you now have free will. The contract often stipulates a personal assignment such as spreading love or knowledge, etc.



You were then sent out into the material world, the dualistic universe. (Think of us as pseudpod extensions of the energy amoeba with information flowing continuously between the extensions and the central consciousness. Or, think of us as astronauts on a spacewalk, tethered to and in constant radio contact with the spaceship of God.)


Where once we were in the body of God where there was only light, bliss, and flowing energy protoplasm, now, suddenly, we are in the dualistic universe where there is Light and Dark, Good and Evil, Life and Death, God and Satan, Matter and Energy, and linear time. This was very disorienting, an experience analogous to birth trauma. Our souls didn’t know what to make of this strange situation.

So, in order to clarify the purpose of embodiment and prepare you for the dualistic universe, we're going to do a guided meditation that takes you back in time to the formation of your soul. There you’ll get an orientation seminar where we'll go over your soul contract and give you some idea of what to expect, what to avoid, what God is, and how God works in the material world.


Know that at the time you first formed, you could have said "no" to God and declined to go into the material universe. When I asked people why they chose to accept the mission, they said that they could never say no to one they loved that much, i.e. God. Furthermore if they had said "no" their soul would have been reabsorbed into the protoplasm of God and they would have lost their individual consciousness. Apparently, once the soul is formed it doesn't want to be lost. (The desire to exit the paths of life and “go home” thus reuniting with God and ending suffering is a story in people’s Enneagram wound/ego structure, and not a true desire of the soul which knows it is an extension of God.)


  1. PROTOCOL
  2. Float back in time to when you were flowing protoplasm in the body of God. There you are, flowing joy and bliss. Notice that you are starting to bud off as a distinct soul with a cell wall around you. At this time you receive a soul contract. It’s time for you to come to an orientation seminar to explain what’s happening to you.
  3. Look around you. There are other souls emerging with you. Invite them to the orientation seminar.
  4. Welcome everybody. This is your orientation seminar. Everybody come in, sit down, and take out your soul contracts. Everybody read your contract carefully. Now, let’s examine your contract.
    Does your contract say that your mission is to spread light into the darkness? (yes)
    Does your contract tell you to collaborate with God and with other souls in the service of this mission? (yes) Does your contract say that you have the right to supercede God’s authority when it comes to making decisions about your own life? (Yes, that’s the free will clause.)
    Does the contract say that you have the right to supercede God's authority to make decisions about everybody else's life? (no)
    Is there anything else that the contract says about your individual mission?
    Take a moment to look carefully at that section of your contract.
  5. Now that you are clear about your contract, let me tell you about the material plane and the dualistic universe where you are going. Go look out the porthole. See, there is darkness, the path of linear time and material lives. Over there behind the bushes is the energy of evil. Avoid that energy. It causes nothing but pain and misery. Avoid the cobwebs hanging over the timeline. They are toxic belief systems that cloud and poison the mass mind. Don't touch them no matter how pretty they look. Duck under them or go around. All right everyone, come on back and sit down.
  6. Let's talk about making decisions. Since you have free will and can choose to do whatever you want, how will you know that you are making the right choices? How will you know that you are following God's will?
    Sometimes you'll know and sometimes you won't.
    Angels and guides may make suggestions.
    You may have a feeling about what is right and what is wrong.
    It may be logically obvious what to do.
    Many times, God doesn't have an opinion and you make decisions the best you can based on what you know at the time.
    If, after a while, what you chose isn't working, do something else. If you made a mistake, understand that in the universe of linear time you can't go back and change things in reality. You can:
    learn from it,
    recover from it,
    make amends in the present and future to balance out your karma by continuing to make positive contributions to and take positive actions in the world.
    Remember, suffering doesn't benefit anyone.
  7. How does God work in the dualistic universe? God does not control everything that happens in this universe because every embodied soul has free will. You are an extension of God in material form because you carry the God energy within you. You will be the agent of transmitting God's influence in the world through your choices and actions. Remember, wherever you are there is God. You are always connected energetically to the whole of the energy that is God. What happens in each lifetime is created in large measure from the choices you make of your own free will. You will make choices about what you do, how you live your life, and what you want. Ask for God's support, and God will help you manifest what you desire.
  8. How do you feel about going out there? Curious, excited, hesitant. You can choose not to go because you have free will. You're going? Congratulations, you have made your first choice. Now that you’ve decided to go, know that in embodied form you will have one angel and one guide, minimum, to accompany you and help you.
  9. Say goodbye to the other souls emerging at this time. Each person will travel his own path but you will meet each other again and again and have many opportunities to work together.
  10. Ready…? Now come into the airlock and face forward at all levels, body, unconscious, conscious, and soul. Make sure your spacesuit, tether, radio are working and adjusted properly. Now, we’ll close the inner door, and open the outer door. Step carefully out of the space ship. Go around the energy of evil, avoid the cobwebs, and safely enter the path of life. Now, come forward to the present only as quickly as you experience all of your lifetimes with clarity about your soul contract and the awareness of yourself as an extension of God, returning to the present as your true radiant natural self.
By Judith A. Swack, Ph.D. August 26, 2025
Copyright 2025 Judith A. Swack, Ph.D. Jane was dating two men at once and having trouble deciding who to choose. She listed all of John’s wonderful qualities and all of Steven’s wonderful qualities and remarked, “If I could just put the two of them together I’d have the perfect man.” When asked why she didn’t just date one man who had everything, she said she was keeping one man as a backup because she didn’t feel safe with either one of them. Puzzled, I asked, “Why would you date, let alone marry, anyone you didn’t feel safe with? Clearly, you’ll never marry either of these men.” Jane simply looked astonished. Love is a beautiful thing. We all need to love and be loved. Sadly, many of us have been hurt by the people we love and who are supposed to love us. When that happens, we no longer feel safe, and we shut down the ability to give and receive love. The tragedy is that we can no longer feel loved or experience ourselves as loving beings. We no longer experience the nourishing flow of warm golden buttery energy that uplifts the heart/soul, connects us all, and soothes all pain. And everyone else we could be loving is robbed. According to the dictionary, the word “vulnerable” means open to attack. When someone says, “I’m afraid to be vulnerable” he/she should be afraid to be vulnerable, but he/she should not be afraid to be emotionally open, emotionally present, or emotionally close. Opening to give and receive love should not make one vulnerable. So what to do about it? With HBLU we acknowledge the fear and heal the traumas, dysfunctional family system and cultural brainwashing patterns that caused it. This allows people to reach out with their hearts and share one of the greatest gifts in life. If you or anyone you know would like to open your heart to love, get happily married, or improve your marriage or other relationships, HBLU methodology can help you. If you would like to learn more or schedule an appointment, please call 781-444-6940 , email [email protected] , or go to www.hblu.org . Blessings, Judith
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By C. C. Life Coach June 24, 2025
Dear Judith, Of all the work we have done, of all the monumental healings and shifts you and your work has helped to facilitate in my life- this piece was the most hidden, the most perverse, the most subconscious- and was driving my life into oblivion. I could not live one more day enslaving myself to my family, being stuck in a loveless abusive marriage. I was exhausted and stuck begging G-d for a way out (any way out). Until you your work and my soul discovered that we needed to unblock my energy fields from using evil to seduce- by running a pathologically self-serving and self-absorbed seduction pattern. Here I was a slave to my family, doing everything, getting nothing- I was the last person self-serving. How did my soul and you even find this. At first I thought no… Until you pointed out that this is what Enneagram 4s do to get love. And it all clicked. This was the seduction. IF I enslave myself, I will get love- so it was all my agenda my mission- I was “doing everything for them” which was the illusion, the seduction I was under- but it was truly a manipulative pattern I ran to try to get love from everyone I could. Only to fail miserably- and to feel even worse. I felt powerless and stuck. Until you said those words…. And through your work- we prayed- and the seduction and illusion vanished. Poof just like that! I can’t believe this has all been me all this time. I WAS DESPERATE TO GET: Love, safety, approval, success and wealth and WORSHIP AND WORLD DOMINATION What I learned was that I created a pattern of need. Everyone had to need me- I had to do it all- so people would love me. Because deep inside I doubted they could just love me for me. And that I truly don’t have to do anything for love. And neither does anyone… And that I just give it up and teach my family to be self-sufficient so they DON'T NEED me and we can establish love for the sake of love. OR SCREW UP MY WHOLE FAMILY AND LIFE PERPETRATING EVIL BY BEING PATHOLOGICALLY SELFISH. Here are my learnings: I’m just another cog in the wheel and that’s ok. We all are working together. No one better or worse. There is no need to dominate just to do each of our missions. I was seduced into thinking I was so selfless and altruistic because I was working for what I thought “was everyone else’s good” but was really still what I thought- and my agenda I have been self-abusing all this time, putting myself last so I could get sympathy and love. I was acting like a victim and poor me to myself & failing because I got no sympathy gratitude or love… When we interviewed my husband - I sat still. It was the first time I could listen to him and learn. I was still - like air. Without an agenda. And It’s the first time I feel still. And my nervous system relaxed. The first time I’m not working to get something in every action. Today I put my agenda down. It feels so light and relaxing and freeing It’s all been one big undercover operation to get love shrouded in a mission to do for others so no one would ever find me out. That it was all about me. And it didn’t make sense until you said I was pathologically selfish and self-absorbed. Me? No!!!… oh my gosh yes…. And the shell around me shattered. I can relax and just be me for the first time in decades…. You and your work- Judith- I’m just in disbelief- after being in disbelief many times- you’ve changed my life. Thank you Thank you Thank you. You’re a true genius Judith. I can never thank you enough. You are my teacher my mentor and I’m so grateful to have been given you to guide me in this life. I only hope to help your work reach millions. All the Best! C. C. Life Coach
By Copyright 2025 Judith A. Swack, Ph.D. January 31, 2025
James ’s brother, Samuel , sustained severe traumatic brain injury from a car accident. He spent the year going to many doctors for treatment, but could barely function. Samuel complained that not only did standard medical care not help him, but the doctors ignored and mistreated him. Whenever James suggested any complementary therapies, such as acupuncture, chiropractic, or HBLU, Samuel immediately came up with excuses as to why going for that kind of treatment was impossible. (Notice that he didn’t claim that that kind of treatment wouldn’t work. He just made it impossible to get there.) James said, “Even though I feel really guilty about it, I’ve stopped trying to help him because he makes everything impossible.” Monica ’s 25-year-old son, Ed , suffers from such severe debilitating Crohn’s disease that he couldn’t finish high school, can’t work, can’t leave the house, and can barely leave his room. Traditional medical care and medication is not helping. Monica and her husband bought him a dog thinking that would cheer him up, but Ed does not interact with it. Monica has suggested and made appointments for many complementary therapies such as nutrition, naturopathy, family therapy, and HBLU, but Ed refuses to go to these appointments. Monica experiences guilt and deep sorrow that her son is so ill, and she and her husband haven’t been able to help him. Valerie ’s partner, Nancy , is 200 pounds overweight, suffers from ADD and severe anxiety, and hates her job. Nancy had been on medication for the ADD and anxiety, but when her psychiatrist retired, never attempted to find another provider and let her medication lapse. When Valerie suggested that Nancy find new doctors and get back on medication to help her mental function and treatment for overweight, Nancy refused to make any follow-up phone calls or emails. Although they had gotten engaged in the Spring, by Fall, Valerie had asked for the ring back. Valerie said, “I don’t think I can live with her if she refuses to take care of herself and won’t let me help her.” What do James, Monica, and Valerie all have in common? They feel deep sorrow, guilt, and frustration that they can’t help someone they care about deeply. But the people who are suffering are also trapped in a pattern that continues to cause them suffering. Both the impotent helpers and the perpetual sufferers are trapped in a seducer strategy called, “I’m impossible.” What is a Seduction Pattern? Seduction patterns are some of the most energy draining, perverse, and frustrating patterns a person can experience. People with seduction patterns get tricked into doing things they don’t want to do. They are unable to leave bad relationships, jobs, family, or other upsetting situations.